I am weak now
having attempted to
cry out all feelings and
emotions for you:
In one breath you
make me smile and cry
in one phone call you
lift my spirits and
plunge me into depression
You came into my life
As quickly as you left.
You grabbed a cutting knife
And sliced right through my breast.
You didn’t mean to hurt
But what did you expect?
My heart now cut in two
It feels beyond repair.
Injury done by you
God, life just isn’t fair.
You didn’t mean to hurt
But what did you expect?
Now it’s all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Did’t you think of our baby
How he could survive…in this hard life
I lie awake at night,
and wonder if you know.
If you knew I loved you,
even though it didn’t show.
I lost you once,
and thought I’d never cope.
I wanted to hang myself,
with that tightly entwined rope.
I got you back once,
and prayed to God that it would last.
But it ended in a heartbeat,
It ended way too fast.
I sometimes hold your picture,
and cry myself to sleep.
I think of how I still love you,
and how my love’s so deep.
No one understands,
not even my best friend.
That I want to be with you,
Until my life’s to end.
I remember that night,
the night that we first met.
I thought to myself,
"This is love, I bet."
I guess I love it when you break my heart,
broken mirrors are nothing to broken memories,
and my memory is broken,
I always forget that you broke my heart,
and here I go again, a fool again,
I thank you for your support,
the support you would never give
when I needed you the most,
those times when I delivered, I can’t forgive
Even now
I know in my heart that you’
pass and I’ll love again.